My mom and I had to have my cat,Maddux, put to sleep yesterday. All the complications with his diabetes were quickly making his deteriate. I just keep seeing his sweet face and then I feel guilt and lonliness wash over me. I took sleeping pills last nite so I couldn't lie there and cry. I cried a lot yesterday and am trying to keep my mind off of everything. He was such a sweet and good-natured. Everyone who met him always loved him. He made life so much better.

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