Comments:

kungfukitten - 2006-09-22 05:24:20
Augh. I can totally relate. I've been crying a lot lately for no good reason. Not just PMS time, but all the freaking time. Normally I can figure out what's bothering me but this time I'm lost - I think it's the same thing as you. I'm super lonely and just not feeling really great about my body (inside or out) right now. (I always gain weight when I'm dating - all that going out to eat and drinking!) I've been debating whether or not I want to jump back into the realm of online dating. I don't think I'm ready yet, I still feel broken.
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Smed - 2006-09-22 08:38:11
Just remember who you are - a cool rock chica that people like. Like me.
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VibingHigh - 2006-09-22 08:51:36
I can relate as well, especially to the part about how confusing it can be when someone reaches out while you are feeling that way. If someone is nice to me when I'm feeling needy, I have to work really heard to keep my perspective about what it means vs. what I start to want it to mean. I find a little "me" time can be a very good thing sometimes. Soak in a hot bubble bath with a good book or something like that. Give yourself permission to need a little pampering once in awhile. :-)
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razor-vixen - 2006-09-22 12:28:55
I understand some of your feelings. If I let myself really think about how lonely I feel most of the time, I really wouldn't be able to get out of bed. Soon your life will settle down into more of a routine and you'll be able to focus on yourself a little bit. I know food is the devil, but try not to starve yourself. That can't be good!
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lap - 2006-09-22 13:44:34
I put on a tough exterior since I really know that I'm scared of being in a relationship, but it's crazy because suddenly something will happen, and you realize how rarely you are touched, physically touched by another adult human being, and that alone is necessary. I believe that I am starved for physical affection, very much so. I just try to make more friendly contact to suffice. It's hard to be a single adult, it really is.
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Muffinhead - 2006-09-22 19:43:25
I could've written that entry myself. You are not alone. And hell, misery loves company, right?
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Phoenix - 2006-09-22 22:57:57
You should NEVER starve yourself at all. What people seem to not understand, or in most cases, just not know, is that eating raises your motabolism. The thing is, what you eat. You can eat vegtables all day long as much as you want and NEVER gain a pound off of it. (Unless you are using tons of dressing and crutons.) The BEST way to loose weight is not to eat less at all, in fact, usually eat more, eat until you are no longer hungry, but make sure you are eating things that are truly good for you. Nuts, fruits, vegtables. Eat as much as you want of those. Then, in limited amounts eat meats, and grains. And in even more limited amounts chocolate, coffee, and pasta. And eat EVEN LESS of sugar. And if you can possibly avoid it, never eat ANYTHING with high fructose corn syrup or aspertame! Both of thoses are more terrible for you than you or I or anyone can really even imagine. If you're crying a lot, it might actually be hunger. When you are truly hungry you will not nessicarily feel like eating, but rather, you will feel weak, which in turn can make you cry. Lack of sleep can make you cry. And also, lack of affection, you are totally right, can also make you cry. But if you are crying and you know it's not the lack of effection, trying eating a favorite vegtable. Well, that's all my advice for now, lol. ~Phoenix
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