I love you guys. Thanks for those comments on my last entry. I'm trying to feel better. Trying to be pro-active and all. It isn't easy. I can really understand why some people become alcholics. It would be nice to numb the anger and pain. Instead I eat and I just watch tv.

I want to feel some joy again. I was at work today and was talking to a cafe server and actually laughed really hard about something. It felt good. That's much better than alcohol or food.

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