Welcome to my hell.

Today at work I got a final write-up, which means that if I don't show improvement then I'm fired. I am so scared right now. I want to try to improve but I feel like I'm being railroaded so then I get angry and defensive. Part of me doesn't care enough but I really don't want to make 2005 the year I declared bankruptcy and got fired from a company that I've been with for 12 years.

I really hate life.

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